You know what? I’ve only come to realise lately, that some people really is just not worth my time. Not worth me being upset over, not worth my concern, not worth my emotions, not worthy of any of my attention at all. Chasing after such people and being upset over how they are treating you just makes you tired. So why continue to hang on to a friendship that doesn’t even work out? Or a friendship that really isn’t a friendship at all, just solely hanging on to the identity that we once was? We’re not friends at all. At least not the way we are with each other. We are living such separate lives and we don’t even want to bother about what’s happening much in each other’s lives so why do we even bother remaining friends? Let’s just stop it. Let’s just end this chapter here. Close the book. Write a period. I’m tired of commas.
Ku man hae yo, chin gu.
To love is to love without expecting anything in return. Because Luke 6:35 says ““Love your enemies! Do good to them. Lend to them without expecting to be repaid. Then your reward from heaven will be very great, and you will truly be acting as children of the Most High, for he is kind to those who are unthankful and wicked.”
I will learn to do this although it’s really hard.